May 14, 2005

Can I Get A Little Help

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Suppose you have someone something in your life that you know think is bad news, like, says, cigarettes. You finally have gotten enough proof that it is bad for you, or you are bad for it, that you think you can break away. But it is taking every ounce of resolve you have not to go running and throw yourself at him it and shout that none of it matters and you can just start over and everything will be fine because you really, really are fantastic together. And you really can make it work. And who cares about the lung cancer and premature aging, if we care about each other enough we can make it through anything. And I really do care... more than enough. And......

And the one girlfriend you think you can count on to talk you down isn't answering any of her phones. I just need her to tell me - "don't go near the cigarette if you don't want to get burned"
JJ, where are you when I need you?

Of course, that's not to say the cigarettes are pining away for me - just that I am having issues resisting them.....

Posted by Vox at May 14, 2005 07:36 PM | general
Comments

i think i would quit smoking....

Posted by: SG at May 14, 2005 09:02 PM

not as easy as it sounds.

I really love the cigarettes.

Posted by: Vox at May 14, 2005 09:11 PM

heh heh, I hear ya girlfriend. You know, I can sit here and tell you the stove is hot and not to touch it because you'll get burned and all that but.... sometimes people just gotta touch it for themselves anyway to know it's bad. Hang in there chicky - you are a strong, smart, and beautiful woman. You will do the right thing for you and in good time.

Posted by: Lori at May 14, 2005 09:23 PM